one step forward...

Today is a new day. I have today off because of the Saturday duty that I took at the last minute. I didn't really sleep in which is okay. I'll need to do some laundry in a bit.

I realize over the past few days that I have been, in a sense, grieving all over again. No, it's not a death I have been re-grieving, but a loss nonetheless. A part of me is disappointed in myself that I could let it get to me like this, and another part of me realizes that I needed to let myself be frustrated, sad, and mad all over again.

Today is a new day. I had bought Abdul and I tickets to Toast of the Town this evening. I have been eagerly waiting for this event for the last month.

I don't know that I can see beyond a day or two at this point. I still have some things I need to think about. But for now, it's one step forward...and we'll see where the road leads...